You have and it's unbearable.

I think you know by now that I find it particularly difficult and

I have trouble...

expressing...

yes expressing.

But I thought what we did was rather wonderful.

as did I.

However ill-conceived may have been.

Are you saying you're regretted.

no

that's not what I meant but we did not think it through

what it was.

The question is not what was it.

it's what is and what will be I'm asking what you want?

damn it sarah I can't do this anymore I this talking in circles it's maddening

john I will make a decision for the both of us if i must.

very well good night Sarah

In the hospital you asked me did I want a family.

and you said that you did, I have dreamt about it often

but I realize here in this room what it is I value most dearly in life

I was born a gentleman I've grown accustomed to behaving in a certain

correct way not quite saying what it is I want and

what I don't want what do you want?

I want you.