He was watching Monday Night Football and he had his UCLA slippers under his bed.

他在看週一晚的橄欖球賽，他把UCLA的拖鞋放在床下。

He loved the game, and he was proud of what he did, even to the very end of his life.

他熱愛遊戲，他為自己所做的事情感到驕傲，甚至直到生命的最後一刻。

Former Minnesota Vikings linebacker Fred McNeill love football.

前明尼蘇達維京人隊後衛弗雷德-麥克尼爾熱愛足球。

He was a monster.

他是個怪物。

Hey, was a monster.

嘿，是個怪物。

Indeed, all over the field first went to the ball despite how much of his life football later took from him.

的確，全場先去球，儘管後來足球奪走了他多少生命。

Fred did everything he was, you know.

弗雷德做了他的一切，你知道的。

He played ball, went to law school, prepared for life after football.

他打過球，上過法學院，為足球之後的生活做準備。

Way had kids.

途徑有孩子。

It was a good life.

那是一種美好的生活。

McNeil played in two Super Bowls, was really no ordinary player.

麥克尼爾打了兩屆超級碗，真不是一般的球員。

His son say no ordinary man was, uh, best friend of ours.

他的兒子說，沒有一個普通人是，呃，我們最好的朋友。

Our first best friend, you know, It was look Superman and then it changed.

我們第一個最好的朋友，你知道，它是看超人，然後它改變了。

It changed CTE.

它改變了CTE。

Chronic traumatic encephalopathy entered their lives.

慢性創傷性腦病進入了他們的生活。

Of course, at the time, they had no idea what was happening.

當然，當時他們並不知道發生了什麼。

I remember we were playing basketball, me and him.

我記得我們在打籃球，我和他。

We kind of got into argument while playing, and he started getting aggressive with me.

我們在玩的時候發生了爭執，他開始對我有了攻擊性。

There was maybe two moments where he lost it on punched holes in the walls and it was like, Wow, CTE can hit hard and fast.

也許有兩個瞬間，他在牆上嫖妓的時候失去了它，它就像，哇，CTE可以打得又狠又快。

McNeil, just in his forties, lost his job as a lawyer, filed for bankruptcy, lost the home.

麥克尼爾，剛剛四十多歲，失去了律師的工作，申請破產，失去了家。

I had a conversation with my mom, and I was like, Yeah, I think something's going on.

我跟我媽聊了聊，我就說，是啊，我覺得有些事情要發生了。

He needs to go see a doctor or therapist, Something to figure out what it is.

他需要去看醫生或治療師， 東西弄清楚它是什麼。

It is something.

這是什麼。

I noticed myself when I first met Fred back in 2010.

2010年第一次見到弗雷德時，我就注意到了自己。

Just talking.

只是說說而已。

I could tell that it z a little bit difficult for you.

我看得出，這對你來說是有點困難。

I mean, do you remember my name?

我是說，你還記得我的名字嗎？

Uh huh.

嗯哼。

Oh, Sanjay.

哦，Sanjay

Got it.

我知道了

Oh, right.

哦，對了。

Good rage, memory loss.

善怒，失憶。

Depression.

抑鬱症。

Yeah.

是啊。

Did your father have all three of those?

你父親有這三樣東西嗎？

Definitely.

絕對是

Definitely.

絕對是

Yeah.

是啊。

Yeah.

是啊。

That was another point of worry for us because it was times when you know he would talk about ending it.

這是我們擔心的另一點，因為有的時候你知道他會說要結束它。

And you're like, No way, Like this is not This is not our dad.

你會說，沒辦法，就像這不是 這不是我們的爸爸。

But it was their dad a different dad.

但那是他們的爸爸，一個不同的爸爸。

And it was easy to be angry with him after all, they didn't know he had CTE.

而且很容易生他的氣，畢竟他們不知道他有CTE。

It couldn't be diagnosed until after his death.

直到他死後才被診斷出來。

And you also made the decision toe have Fred's brain donated after he passed away.

而你也在弗雷德去世後決定捐獻他的大腦。

Well, I had made the decision early on, but yes, first thing I want to show you is this.

好吧，我早早就做了決定，不過是的，我首先要給你看的是這個。

And now, for the first time, she is seeing her husband's brain and exactly what football did to it.

而現在，她第一次看到丈夫的大腦，以及足球究竟對它做了什麼。

On all the brown blotches you're seeing a town, which is the protein we see in C T E.

在所有的棕色斑點上，你看到的是一個小鎮，這就是我們在C T E中看到的蛋白質。

Dr Bennet Omalu, recently made famous When Will Smith portrayed him in the movie concussion?

班尼特-奧馬魯博士，最近成名當威爾-史密斯在電影《腦震盪》中飾演他？

If you look at his hippocampus, this is a part of the brain that controls his memory.

如果你看他的海馬體，這是大腦的一部分，控制他的記憶。

He had significant memory impairment.

他有嚴重的記憶障礙。

You can see how CTE ravaged McNeil's brain.

你可以看到CTE如何蹂躪麥克尼爾的大腦。

I know there's a huge number of players and families between you know that point.

我知道有大量的玩家和家庭之間你知道這一點。

And now when you Fred, first start playing that are gonna be experiencing this and it z important, too, have information for them to get help and support.

現在，當你弗雷德，第一次開始玩，是要去經歷這一點，它Z重要的是，太，有資訊為他們獲得幫助和支持。