Yeah, I wasscared, but I wasjumpingupanddownandlikefreakingoutbecause I wassoexcited.
I just I couldnotbelievethatthiswasactuallyhappeninglikeitwasjustsocrazy.
I startedtofeellike I had a strongerconnectiontooneofthebeingsinthegroup.
Hewasthetallestoneoutofthefour, I wouldsayabout 10 feettall, but I alwaysgetcorrectedthathe's ninefooteight.
I kepttryingtothinkofwhy I feltthisstrongconnectiontothisonebeingso I justkindofletitoutintotheuniverseandletthemknowthat I wantedtoknowwhatourconnection.
WaasOnDecember 9th, 2016 I gotin a horriblecaraccidentthatshouldhaveendedmylife.
Butsomehowitdidit.
Notonlywasmylifespared, but I walkedawaysomehowwithout a scratchfrom a carthatwascompletelycrumpleduplike a tincan.
Overthenextweek, I startedtoehave, like, theselittlevaguememoriesthatwerecomingbacktome.
Afterthatexperience, ittookme a whiletosiftthroughwhat I wasfeelinginthesevaguememoriesthatwerecomingback.
But I cametotheconclusionthat I wasactuallynotinthecaratall.
I wasactuallytakenoffplanetforthreedays, and I rememberbeinginthisshipwiththesesamefourbeingsthat I hadseeninthewoodsandspentthemajorityofthetimewiththisonebeingthat I hadthatstrongconnectionwith.
Afterthiswholeexperience, I wasfinallyabletoputthepiecesofthepuzzletogether, and I foundoutheismytwinFlamesnames.
BeneschareourBenForsure.
Benis a Zetagray, palewhiteskin, veryslender, builteyes 2.5 timesthesizeofhumans, nobodyhereatall.
Andhe's serious, Like I hadneverheardofthistypeofalienbefore.
I waslikeLikeitwasItwasreallyhardforme.
Like I wentthrough a reallyhardtimeinmylifebecause I feltlike I wascrazyfor a longtime.
I wasdefinitelyabletodevelop a strongtelepathiccommunicationwiththem.
But I stillkeeptothestayonnow, have a relationshipwithhimandaskhimquestionswhenever I want.
I don't speaktohimeverydaybecauseheactuallydoeshave a life, a swellhehastoeworkto.
Andwhen I amnotdistractedbecause I alsohave a lifetothanwe'reabletoconnect, he's verymuchlike a guardiantome.