the water rushing past the keel

水沖過龍骨

it trails ever distant and is all too soon more behind us than ahead and

它步履遙遠，比我們前方還早

with the voyage of time

隨著時間的流逝

fade our chances of finding what has been lost or ever getting that which has never been

淡化我們發現丟失的東西或獲得從未丟失的東西的機會

Love and happiness may be fleeting or elusive or evasive and not always attained

愛情和幸福可能是短暫的，難以捉摸的或逃避的，並不總是能實現

This is one of those stories of one life hoping for a second chance in

這是一個生活中希望第二次機會的故事之一

the eternal quest for love and happiness

對愛情和幸福的永恆追求

Los

洛斯

There are lots of kinds of losses

有很多損失

What are some losses that you guys might have experienced I lost my virginity not the kind of loss I meant

你們可能經歷過哪些損失我失去了童貞，不是我的意思

Some losses are

一些損失是

significant

重大

Life-changing events, aren't they some mother's father's lessons. I lost my mother

改變生活的事件，不是某些母親的父親的課程。我失去了我的母親

This place if she were still alive

如果她還活著，這個地方

Excuse me, what about the loss that comes from being sick with a serious mental illness?

請問，因患有嚴重的精神疾病而蒙受的損失怎麼辦？

That kind of messes up your life, doesn't it?

這種事情弄糟了，不是嗎？

Did you guys I've been in this hospital?

你們我去過這家醫院嗎？

You're all too familiar with the problems that you have and how you think and how you feel?

你們對所遇到的問題，想法和感覺都太熟悉了？

But there's something else going on it is called

但是還有其他的事情叫做

Grieving now, this is something that everyone experiences

現在悲傷，這是每個人都經歷的事情

Whether they're aware of it or not, and there are some well-known stages of grief anger and depression

無論他們是否意識到，還有一些眾所周知的悲傷憤怒和沮喪階段

Two most problematic anger

兩個最成問題的憤怒

Whoo?

Who？

This is a difficult

這很難

Emotion to handle even if you're not sick any you guys feel angry about your illness. I'm not angry

即使您沒有生病，也要有應付的情緒，你們都會為自己的病感到生氣。我沒有生氣

So I guess I don't belong here Rogers sit down if there's anyone who needs to be here, it's you

所以我想我不屬於這里羅傑斯（Rogers）坐下，如果有人需要在這裡，是你

Yeah, if we have to be here then you have to be here

是的，如果我們必須在這裡，那麼你必須在這裡

whoa

哇

Hey chill sit down sit down sit down sit

嘿寒意坐下坐下坐下坐下

Let's just let's pick this up tomorrow, okay

我們明天就去接吧，好吧

You okay doc you look a little bummed out

你好吧，醫生，你看起來有點沮喪

Never better

從來沒有更好的

David

大衛

Hi Karl, so, you know about Roger I

嗨，卡爾，你知道羅傑一世

Mean you better call in case conference and get some PR NZ. Yeah. Yeah. Thanks Karl. I'll do just that

意味著您最好打個電話，以防萬一。是的是的謝謝卡爾。我就那樣做

Yeah

是啊

Duck wait a minute. How about a nice home-cooked meal some good company. I

鴨子等一下。一家不錯的公司如何準備一頓美餐。一世

I don't think that's a good idea Sally

我不認為這是個好主意莎莉

I thought it was

我以為是

My dearest darling David

我最親愛的大衛

I don't know when you will find this letter and I hope that when you do

我不知道你什麼時候能找到這封信，我希望你什麼時候能找到

Enough time has passed that you have done your grieving and have gotten beyond the pain. I

足夠的時間過去了，您已經傷心了，已經擺脫了痛苦。一世

Never want you to forget me, but I don't want to keep you from ever being happy again

永遠不要讓你忘記我，但我不想讓你不再幸福

Going dude I or something I could have broken an arm or a leg or something then it couldn't work. And what would I've done?

花花公子我或我可能會折斷胳膊或腿的東西，或者那是行不通的。那我會怎麼做？

I think this is yours

我想這是你的

What

什麼

Good morning

早上好

Your favorite patient busted out a window this morning thanks, I'll take care of it that's good because I put him in your office

您最喜歡的患者今天早上破窗而出，謝謝，我會好好照顧的，因為我把他放在您辦公室裡

I've been a bad boy, huh?

我是一個壞男孩，是嗎？

I've been sent to the principal's office Roger. You're not a kid in school. And this this isn't disciplinary. I

我已經被送到校長辦公室羅傑。你不是一個孩子在學校。這不是紀律。一世

Shouldn't be here. I didn't do nothing

不應該在這裡。我什麼也沒做

Reality check you

現實檢查你

Assaulted someone which got you into this hospital in the first place here. You hit a patient and you just broke out a window

首先襲擊了將您帶入這家醫院的人。你打了一個病人，你剛開窗

I wouldn't call that nothing

我什麼也不會說

He was listening to my thoughts

他在聽我的想法

My mind is my mind if you don't mind Roger that is your illness talking now

如果您不介意羅傑，我的想法就是我的想法

The meds are gonna help with that, but you gotta take them. That's all part of your plan. Goodbye doctor

藥會幫助您解決的，但您必須服用。這就是您計劃的全部。再見醫生

I'm outta here. You don't stop and you are out of here like for real

我要出去了。你不會停下來，你像真正的那樣離開這裡

What did you say

你說什麼

I said if you don't take your meds

我說如果你不吃藥

You'll be sent back to the mental health unit at County Jail and from there to state prison

您將被送回縣監獄的精神衛生部門，然後從那裡回到州監獄

You don't play fair, I think I do

你不公平，我想

The decision is yours frankly in my opinion. It's a no-brainer

坦率地說，這是您的決定。這很容易

Come on take the meds work with me account. What was that? I

來吧，帶上我的藥物工作帳戶。那是什麼？一世

Said I'll take them. Okay?

說我帶他們。好的？

Can I go now?

我現在可以走了嗎？

You can go

你可以走了

Talk what am I doing?

說說我在做什麼？

Excuse me. I'm looking for a young

勞駕。我正在尋找一個年輕人

Woman

女人

She's usually right around here I think I think that she might be homeless

她通常就在這裡我想我可能她無家可歸

That's it. Young women around you. Yes dark hair on that boots

而已。您周圍的年輕女性。是的，那雙靴子上的黑髮

She might be an artist but you want with her phone

她可能是一名藝術家，但您想用她的手機

You like that homeless pussy. You know what? I think I made a mistake, okay?

你喜歡那無家可歸的貓。你知道嗎？我想我弄錯了，好嗎？

Okay, don't give up that easy

好吧，別輕易放棄

She

她

Man, you ain't got no clothes. You want to find it. You're gonna have to try harder than that

伙計，你沒有衣服。您想找到它。您將不得不為此付出更多努力

That info you want is a highly confidential

您想要的信息是高度機密的

Sensitive date, you know First Amendment rights and all that shit, not your typical hand

敏感的日期，您知道《第一修正案》的權利以及所有這些內容，而不是您的慣用之手

Give it up me

放棄我

Okay, listen if you must know I found something her tonight I want to return it you paid good money

好吧，聽著，如果您必須知道我今晚發現了她的東西，我想退還給您，您已經付了好錢

Yeah return if we yeah. Yeah, that's okay. I think I'll do it. Um

是的，如果我們是，返回。是的，沒關係。我想我會做的。嗯

Do you know where I can find her?

你知道我在哪裡可以找到她嗎？

You see him. That's not a simple answer. I don't think about it Oh

你看見他了這不是一個簡單的答案。我不考慮哦

Ramifications and the cases that we go of in the universe you see there. I am right there

在那看到的分支和我們在宇宙中遇到的情況。我就在那裡

Yeah

是啊

If it goes down good not a man that goes down bad. I'm the shit. Oh

如果失敗了，那麼沒有一個人會失敗。我是狗屎。哦

No, no, no

不不不

Ain't worth the risk sucker. I

不值得冒險的傻瓜。一世

Give up

放棄

Somebody looking for you

有人在找你

know

知道

Some white dude says he has something to return to you, you know a white boy is hot for you where the cure

一些白人兄弟說他有事要還給你，你知道一個白人男孩對你很熱。

But TV thing kind of stir like ah

可是電視東西有點像啊

Sound it

聽起來不錯

You're saying broken give it

你是說破碎給它

Now it is hey you didn't say anything to him did you

現在是嘿，你沒對他說什麼嗎

This will be absolutely perfect Welles befo boo

這將是絕對完美的Welles befo boo

Maddie

麥迪

Thinking you need to find the beauty in the book dude in go

認為您需要在go的書中找到美麗

Hello, oh hey Sally listen I'm driving right now I can't really talk he's taking them great. I'll be right

您好，哦，嘿Sally聽我說我現在在開車，我真的不能說他讓他們很棒。我會是正確的

Good brandy the poetry therapy's really work and keep it up if you believe you can achieve

好白蘭地，如果您相信自己可以取得成功，那麼詩歌療法的確可以奏效並保持下去

I'm too little old for that. See you tomorrow Sally

我的年齡太小了。明天見

Hello hello

你好你好

What the hell are you doing

你到底在做什麼

Take it easy get the hell. Oh

放輕鬆，去死吧。哦

You may now take your leave now get the hell out of here so I'll have to call reinforcements reinforcements. Oh

您現在可以請假，現在就離開這裡，讓我不得不打電話給增援部隊。哦

Jesus hey, that's intentional

耶穌嘿，這是故意的

I

一世

Miss her dog. I miss her so bad. She was the prettiest girl

想念她的狗。我好想念她。她是最漂亮的女孩

I ever saw I couldn't stop looking at her. It was love at first sight

我見過我不能停止看著她。那是一見鍾情

I thought I'd live the rest of my life with her. Love at first sight the world is so bright fit nevertheless

我以為我會和她一起度過餘生。一見鍾情的世界依然如此明亮

Or does it stand? Well, what was she like the person I don't know dog. I only saw her one time what?

還是站立？好吧，她是什麼樣的人，我不認識狗。我只見過她一次？

43 years 7 months 8 days

43年7個月8天

14 hours

14小時

16 minutes and so said it's almost funny. So standing of her you never got to know her. I took a picture of her

16分鐘，所以說這很有趣。所以站在她的身邊，你永遠不會認識她。我拍了她的照片

You should have listened to her thoughts instead of your heart

你應該聽她的想法而不是你的心

They are never who you think they are, you know that can also work their other way around

他們從來都不是你以為的人，你知道這也可以以其他方式解決

But you're right. You gotta get to know them. She's been married already. She's had kids. She said 30 grandchildren

但是你是對的。您必須了解他們。她已經結婚了。她有孩子。她說30個孫子

She's old and fat don't do this guys. Probably didn't bury a freaking goat. You guys are cruel

她老了，胖子不要這樣做。可能沒有埋葬一隻怪異的山羊。你們很殘酷

Oh guys guys, it's okay. It's okay. Let him go he needs some time alone. He needs some time to cry

哦，伙計們，沒關係。沒關係。放開他，他需要一個人呆一段時間。他需要一些時間哭泣

Trash my trash and you're gonna keep your filthy hands out of there. No way dude once it's in the kit

亂扔我的垃圾，你會把骯髒的手放在那兒。一旦放在套件中就沒辦法了

Please I don't want to take you Jesus. Hi, hi. Hi. Can I help look this doesn't concern you and you're not involved

拜託，我不想帶你去耶穌。嗨嗨你好我能幫忙看看這與您無關嗎，您也沒有參與其中

I'm dr. Meyers and

我是博士邁爾斯和

This woman's a patient sure look we've got ordinances in the city against loitering and against littering

這個女人是一個有耐心的人，我們在這個城市有禁止亂逛和亂丟垃圾的法令

We also seem to have an issue here with being a public nuisance wanna take him in for harassing the consensus of this society

我們在這裡似乎也存在一個問題，就是要成為公共騷擾者，想讓他加入來騷擾這個社會的共識

would you just

你只是

Stop it for a second. She's in a new

停一秒鐘。她在新

innovative program at the hospital for

醫院的創新計劃

obsessive

痴迷

kleptomania, which is really it's an impulse control disorder and an inability to to to stave off the urge to scavenge which is actually a

kleptomania，這實際上是一種衝動控制障礙，無法消除清除的衝動，實際上這是一種

Subcategory of the main disorder which is to steal which incidentally enough. She's not doing with the public trash

主要障礙的子類別是偷竊，這足夠了。她不是在處理公共垃圾

The treatment for which is basically, you know a patient does it over and over and over to endless absurdity?

基本上，這是針對哪種治療的，您知道患者會一遍又一遍地無休止地荒唐嗎？

So much so that they get so sick and tired of it. They just they just stopped. Anyway, thank you for your understanding

如此之多，以至於他們對此感到厭倦。他們只是他們停了下來。無論如何，謝謝您的理解

I'm really sorry if she bothered you and um

如果她和你打擾了，我真的很抱歉

You know, we'll just we'll be we'll be taking our leave now

你知道，我們將要離開

You are gonna leave it now

你現在要離開它

I'm not an obsessive thoughts. Maniac. I'm I'm an artist. I know what every

我不是一個沉迷的想法。瘋子。我是一名藝術家。我知道每個

Did you think all that just to get me to have lunch with you

你以為讓我和你一起吃午飯嗎

I'm David. What's your name? Let's not get too personal

我是大衛你叫什麼名字？我們不要太個人化

You can't smoke a joint in here I got a prescription put it away

你不能在這裡抽關節，我開了一個處方

You

您

Know you really need to relax

知道你真的需要放鬆

What was that for

那是乾什麼用的

Get you some water thank you. I'll be right back

給你喝點水，謝謝。我馬上回來

So here we are yep

所以我們在這裡

So have you lived on your

所以你靠自己的生活

Where you your place have you lived in place long? It's all the questions. I'm just trying to make conversation

您在哪裡住了很長時間？都是問題。我只是想進行對話

Really

真

How you like all the questions yeah, I my situation change so

您如何處理所有問題，是的，我的處境改變了

What happened did your life 3 around

你的生活3發生了什麼事

Ok, how do you knew it? I'm with Matt. I'll barbecue banking

好吧，你怎麼知道的？我和馬特在一起。我將燒烤銀行

She's very you can actually just put it on sliced white bread would be more of like a patty mount

她真的非常可以把它放在切成薄片的白麵包上，更像是一塊小餡餅

Alright, and if you could if used to like extra man

好吧，如果可以的話，如果喜歡其他男人

just like just just

就像

Right on there box or protons in love girl the onions and you know everybody bag on there just right on top

就在盒子里或愛女孩的質子上，洋蔥，你知道每個人都在上面

Is that gonna be it? Yeah, I think so and you ready I

那會是嗎？是的，我想你準備好了

Just have a salmon burger. Okay?

只吃一個三文魚漢堡。好的？

Anything to drink?

喝點什麼？

Hello drink, you know babies you take a diet coke

你好，你喝，你知道嬰兒吃了可樂

Thank You patty

謝謝你帕蒂

What was what

那是什麼

a football

一個足球

Nervous

緊張

On meds I

在藥物上

Mean other than the what do you call it?

除了您所說的以外，還意味著什麼？

There was none of your damn business what I'm on are you always in people's business and telling them what to do

你們該死的事我都沒有，你一直在做人事，告訴他們該怎麼做

Yeah, sometimes great. Don't you shouldn't drink alcohol

是的，有時候很棒。你不應該喝酒嗎

If you're on psychotropic medication judging that little shape you had you may have a touch of tardive dyskinesia. Oh sure. I

如果您使用的是精神藥物來判斷您的身材矮小，則可能會出現遲發性運動障礙。行，可以。一世

Didn't let you take me to lunch just have a doctor's plan and thanks. No. No, I'm not a medical doctor

沒讓你帶我去吃午飯，只是有醫生的計劃，謝謝。不，我不是醫生

I'm a psychologist. You guys are crazy. I'm out of here. No, no, wait. I'm sorry. I'm sorry

我是心理學家。你們瘋了。我不在這不，不，等等。對不起。對不起

There's no I know I didn't say that was I one said it was just I just didn't bring you here finds me

我不知道我不是說那是我一個人說的，只是我只是不帶你來找到我而已

So, why did you take me here anyway I

所以，為什麼我還是帶我去這裡

Don't know I just

不知道我只是

What does someone like you own someone like me I thought maybe I

像你這樣的人擁有像我這樣的人嗎？

Just like you're gonna do make a bet about it

就像您要賭一把一樣

You are with someone weren't you

你和某人在一起不是嗎

That's why you wouldn't have dinner with me. I think they even work in here too long Sally. I didn't realize paranoia was catching

那就是為什麼你不和我共進晚餐。我認為他們甚至在Sally工作太久了。我沒有意識到偏執感正在蔓延

I'm not doing that doc. You have to get over it

我沒有做那個文件。你必須克服它

You want to be mired in your misery? I?

您想陷入痛苦嗎？一世？

do not want to be

不想成為

Mired in my misery no dates. No women you want to be all alone

在我的痛苦中陷入困境，沒有約會。沒有女人想要一個人呆著

You have been working here too long

你在這里工作太久了

The dinner offers still good

晚餐還不錯

And drink coffee I

喝咖啡我

Mean do you DTF?

你是說DTF嗎？

Jesus what good is that? It's like the pot THC. Okay. I'll have what you have good bit dangerously

耶穌那有什麼好處？就像鍋THC。好的。我會危險地擁有你所擁有的東西

Did you paint this do you think did it

你畫這個了嗎

This is good

這樣很好

No, it's not yeah it is I mean there's pathos tension drama

不，不是，我是說有悲傷的緊張戲劇

All right. This isn't a Rorschach test. Okay doctor psychologist

好吧。這不是Rorschach測試。好的醫生心理學家

What I see is for me to known for you to none your damn business

我所看到的是對我著迷的

Try to discombobulation pretty sure not even

嘗試分崩離析肯定不會

Don't take a hand it'll relax you

不要牽手會讓你放鬆

We smoke to get high or does it does it help you is there a difference

我們吸煙是為了高漲還是幫助您有所作為

All right, you really want to know yeah

好吧，你真的想知道

the demons

惡魔

Keeps the demons away. It keeps the demons away

遠離惡魔。它使惡魔遠離

Haunting horrible things that come at night they want to fuck me

困擾著他們晚上要發生的可怕事情

Tonight, I'm sorry

今晚對不起

That must be awful it is

那一定是可怕的

Never told anyone that before

從來沒有告訴過任何人

Relax relax

放鬆放鬆

I'm sorry. I are you serious?

對不起。我是認真的嗎

For

對於

6:47

6:47

Call David come on push them push them. Come on. Give me one more you

叫大衛來推他們推他們。來吧。再給我一個你

Last time come on. Yeah, that was last time this time. I'm tired

最後一次加油。是的，這是上一次。我累了

Why are you tired? No, I'm tired look at me I'm old and I'm tired and I keep on going ouch

你為什麼累？不，我累了，看著我，我老了，我累了，我繼續前進

No physical activity is the best thing for depression. I'm not depressed Karl. I'm just tired