I waslivinginMichiganand, uh, hadalreadydiscoveredmyloveoftheaterandmusicandacting's Whywasauditioningforanything I couldgetmyhandsonandthis'llmoviecalledPolishWeddingcameandshotinDetroitwithClaireDanesandGabrielByrne, and I wascastaslike, disgruntledteenagernumberone.
And I wasverynervous, but I wasalsoincrediblyexcitedandtriedtokeepmycoolbecauseofthattime.
Andstill, ClaireDanesisjustsoworshipworthy.
She's justsuchanincredibleforcethat I triedtoplayitreallychill.
Yeah, I hadbraces.
I wasinthebackground.
I thinkwewerelikesmokinganddrinkingon a streetcorner, andthatwasmyfirstfilmexperience.
I justwantedtotalktohim.
Youwouldn't evencomeandseeme.
In 2004 I waslivinginLosAngeles, but I hadtrainedtheatricallyinNewYork, andthisDavidMametmoviecameupand I spokeMamet.
It's veryspecific, and I waslike, Oh, I wouldlovetodothatbecause I'm I'm inthatworld I'vestudiedthewaythathewritesand I auditioned, and I think I remembereventhough I hadbeenin L.
A forlike, a yearortwo.
I remembersayingtothecastingdirector, I justmovedherefromNewYorktotrytoappearmoreexoticandattractive.
I think I saidthatfor a fewyearswhen I livedin L.
A.
I usedtositthere.
Theonlyreason I wasallowedpastthevelvetropeswasDuncanKane.
Heusedtobemyboyfriend.
I didVeronicaMarsrightafter I didSpartan.
WeshotthepilotofVeronicaMarsinSanDiego.
TheshowgotpickedupandweshotforthenextthreeyearsinSanDiego, and I commutedfromLosAngelestoSanDiegoeveryFridayandMonday.
SoFridaysweshotreallylateand I drovebackto L.
A.
Ataroundsevenoreightinthemorning.
Andthen I leftforworkinSanDiegoatfourinthemorningonSunday.
I didthatforthreeyears, whichwasdifficult, but I dofeellike I earnedmystripesonthatshow, puttingin a lotof a lotofeffort.
MyhighschoolexperiencewasdifferentthanVeronica's.
Buteveryone, everyhumanbeingontheplanet, I canrelatetofeelinglikeanoutcast.
ThatfeelthemostleftoutandVeronicaMarswaskindofwhere I discoveredthat I coulddocomedybecausepriortothat, I wasdoinggueststarsonTVshowsandtheywereallreallydarkrollsand I wasverymuchlikeintoacting, andtheyjustwrotethesebeautiful, sassyonelinersonVeronicaMarsThatwerethethingsyouwishyousaid.
I think I discovered a lotaboutmypersonalityandwho I wantedtobethroughplayingVeronica.
I'm a bigfanofjustsayingwhatyouneedin a politeway.
AndtheCWhadjustcanceledVeronicaMarsand I wassaying, Oh, okay.
And I needtofind a job.
And I had I heardthattheyweredoingthispilotcalledGossipGirl, and I realizedthatthecastwasprobablyfiveyearsyoungerthan I wasatthattime.
Buttherewas a narratorandandthatshewassortof a substantialportionoftheshow, and I justcalledDawnOstroffandsaid, Hey, sorememberlastweekwhenyoucanceledVeronicaMars.
Can I justbethisnarratorandstayinbusinesswithyou?
Andshesaid, Yeah, thatsoundsgreat.
Letmecheck.
Andthentheyofferedmethepartwhichwassomuchfun, because I thinkthatwastheonlyrolethat I'venevergotten a noteon.
I walkedinandtheysaid, JustmakethissassyandcattyAndweallknowwhatthatvoicesoundslikeinourhead.
Andoverthehowevermanyyears I didthatrole, I don't think I evergottenadjustment.
I seemtobe a partoftheseprojectsthatkeepcomingback, which I'm thrilledaboutbecause I'vehad a prettygoodexperienceoneveryproject I'veworkedon.
And I likethefactthatitcouldbethesereunions, andweallgettogetheragain.
Um, I don't knowwhatthenewgossipgirlisgoingtobelikeorlooklike, but I'm excitedtodoitagain.
Dustofftheold, sassyvoice.
Peter.
Hey.
Hi.
Whatareyoudoinghere?
I cameheretomurderyou.
I didnotactuallyreadthescriptbefore I auditionedforSarah.
Marshall.
I rememberJuddApatowwasthebiggestthingatthatmomentincomedy, andeveryonewaspiningtoworkwithhimbecausehewasjustproducingsuchgreatmaterial.
And I hadgottenanauditionat 10 a.m. on a Saturdaymorning, but I wasshootingVeronicaMarsinSanDiego, so I gotthesidesthat I wastomemorizeon a Thursdaynight.
Then I workedonVeronicaMars, memorizeditduringmylunchbreakandthendrovetoLosAngelesonnosleepandjustwalkedrightintotheauditionroom.
Itwasmostly a blackoutformebecause I wassotiredbutsomehowmanagedtobookthatrole.
Andthenwhen I finallyendedupreadingthescript, itwasthesamecaliberthatyouwereusedtoseeingfrom a JuddApatowproductionandjustfellinlovewithJasonSiegelandNickStollerandShaunaRobertson, allthepeoplewhomadethatmoviebeautifulandthefunnythingaboutthatwas I wasshootingSarahMarshallinHawaii, and I got a callthatVeronicaMarswasgoingtobecanceled.
Itwasn't goingtobepickedupforanotherseasonandonedaylater I shotthescenewhereSarahMarshallsaysmyshowhasbeencancelled.
I'm washedupand I don't matteranymore.
So I wasabletodrawon a lotofpersonalfeelingsforthatscene.
I have a littledignity, and I don't havetheframetosupportplasticsurgery.
I wouldtipover, and I'm notgonnadothat.
I'm notgoingtoexplainthecoolthingaboutthatmovie.
I thinkwhat I learnedfromthatwaas I reallygravitatetowardsplayingcharacterswhoareinherentlyunlikableonthepageandfiguringout a waytogetyoutorootforthem, becauseeverybodyhassomethinglikeable, relatable, identifiableaboutthem.
Eventhepeoplethatarewrittenlike, youknow, terriblehumanbeingson a page, and I When I readSara's part, I thought, Oh, thisgirl, she's youknow, heregoishuge.
She's a narcissist, butshe's still a humanbeing.
AndthewayJasonSegalwrotethatmoviewassospecialcausehegavehischaracter a lotofcharacterdefectsaswell.
Butafterthatmovie, I soughtoutrolesthathad a lotmoredimensioninthecharacters.
Oh, pleasetellme I'm almosttherehereseem a bitthintoyouuphere.
I wasonlycastingthatmoviebecause I hadauditionedforTangledandwasnotcast, andthecastingdirectorJamieRobertshadsaid, You'renotrightforthis, but I thinkyou'rerightforsomethingelse.
AndrightaftermyauditionforTangled, I satdownwithChrisBuck, whoisourdirectoronfrozen.
I mean, he's reallythewholereasonthat I havethispart.
Hestayedincontactandtheykindofbuilttherollaroundmeandaskedustoshare a lotofpersonalstoriesabouthowwewantedthesetwogirlstointeract, toget a reallystrong, realsisterlydynamic, whichiswhyitwasabletomakehonest, sospunky.
But I thinkwhatfeelsbestaboutthatmovieisthatbecause I wasinvolvedsinceitsinceptionandwaslikethe 1st 1 cast, I thinkthat I wasreallyabletoshavethatrollinto a lovelettertomy 11 yearoldself.
Mostprincessisthatyouseeonscreen, oratleasttheonesthat I didwhen I was 11.
Theyweren't nearlyasclumsyas I waas.
Theydidn't talkedtoomuch.
Theydidn't weartheirheartsontheirsleeveasmuchas I did, andtheyjustweren't asweirdquirky.
And I reallywantedtorepresentallthelittleweirdoesoutthere, youknow?
I mean, I usedtoeatmydinnernexttothedog, likein a dogdishwithmyfacewhen I waslike 567 yearsold.
So I waslike, I likemydogbetterthanyouguys.
I'm gonnaeatdownherelikeit's just, youknow, a littleoffthebeatenpath.
Butthere's parentingisreallyhard, and I hadjuststartedtoexperienceitand I got a callfromMealKunis, whois a friend, andshesaid, I'm doingthismoviecalledBadMomsandsowereyou, and I waslike, Okay, great.
Soshewastheonewhobroughtmeontotheproject.
She's like, Justtrustme.
You'llreadit, You'llloveit.
Andshewasright.
Itpokedfunatallthethingsthat I wasexperiencingatthattimethelike, dropoffcultureandhowgrosskidscanbe.
Anditwaseverything I neededatthatmoment.
So I wasveryexcitedtobe a partofthatmoviebecause I wasgoingthroughthoseexactsamethingsinmylife.
Whereaswhen I wasdoingVeronicaMars, I was 25 yearsold, playing 16.
Thiswastheprojectwhere I wasactuallyexperiencingallthosethingsatthosemoments, andthissortoflikeMomVibehasverymuchbecome.
I think, who I am, oratleastwhatdrivesmewithlookingforrolesthat I guessshowwomenintheformsofwomanhoodandmotherhoodsimultaneously.
Andyetthatdissonancethatcouldbethere, everypersongetstolivein a homethatperfectlymatcheshisorhertrueessence.
Cool.
So I guessthat's whymyhouse, forexample, isthisadorablelittlecottage, whereasotherpeoplemighthavehomesthatarebigger, likethatone.
Likesure.
And I metwhen I was 18 yearsoldinthehallsofSaturdayNightLive, wherehewastheheadwriterandwhereoneofmyfriendswasaninterninthesetdesigndepartment.
And I waslike, Oh, can I comewithyou?
Andwehadmet a fewtimesbecausewebothwereChildrenthere.
Andthenthroughoutthecourseofthenext 15 years, I'd runintohim, and I alwaysjustadoredhim.
AndthenwhenhestartedtocreatethebesttelevisionouttherewiththeofficeandparksinBrooklyn 99 I wasalwaysdesperatetoeworkforhim, but I didn't thinkherememberedme.
Andthenonenight I got a callonmyvoicemailthatsaid, Hey, Kristen, it's makesure I'm notsureifyourememberme, but I havethisprojectand I thinkyouneedtobe a partofit.
And I waslikefreakingout, andwesatdownforlunchfor, like, a fourhourlunchanddiscoveredwewerebothverypreoccupiedwithwhatitmeanstobe a goodperson.
Thiswasthebrainchildof a documentariannamedJasonCohen, whocametoWillGluckatOliveBridgeEntertainmentandsaid, I havethiscrazyidea, and I justwanttoreunitemusicaltheatercastsbecause I'vepulledpeople.
Andinanyroom, 95% ofthepeoplewere a partoftheirhighschoolmusicaltheater, andespeciallyrightnowthereareveryfewthingsthatbringusalltogetherthatwe'veallexperiencedright.
Whenyouseepeoplewhocanrelivemomentsfromtheirhighschoolbetter, theyalmosthavethatVeronicaMarsabilitybecauseit's a humanstorymorethanitisaboutmusicaltheater.
Butpeoplehavemadeamendsorstoodupforthemselves.
Rekindledlovecomeoutofthecloset.
It's likeallthesebeautifulthingswrappedupinone, and I'm very, veryproudofit.
It's funny.
I wassoconcernedwithactinginthebeginningofmycareer, and I feellikeasit's goneonnonscriptedtelevision, thattellsmorehumanintereststoriesiswhat I havebeengravitatingtowardsthelastcoupleyears.
Hello.
Bellocameoutofthisideathatmyhusbandand I hadwherewebothgrewupinMichiganButwhenwehadkids, wecouldwalkintoanyboutiqueandbyanybabyproductwefeltwasgreatforourbabyandnotlookatthepricetag.
Andwejustinthepitofourstomachknewthatwasunfair.
Andwewantedtofill a voidinthemarketwhereyoucouldbringsortofpremiumproductstoallparentssotheywouldn't havetochoosebetweentheirbabyandtheirbudget.
And I thinkonething I'velearnedisthat I'vealwaysseenproblemsintheworld.
Butnowthat I havethiscareer, I realize I canbeleveraged.
I canwalkinto a companyandsay I see a probleminthemarketplaceand I wouldliketofixitandyoucanfixitwiththisAndyoucansayDaxand I areinvolvedandwewillhaveintegritybehindthemissionanditwillbe a goodcompany.
Andithassofar.
I mean, wejustturned a year, butwe'vegivenover a 1,000,000 diapersawayandto 70 differentorganizations.
Wemadesuregoinginthatwehave a 20% 1stresponderdiscount.
LikeallofthesethingsthatitmightWhen I'm goingtobedatnight, I wanttoseehappenintheworld I'm abletoleveragebecauseofhavingdonesomemoviesandtelevision.
Andthecompanydoesn't goawaylikethemoviesorTVdoes.
Sowejustturned a yearoldandwe'recelebratingby.
We'regivingparentsexpectingornewinAmericaandCanadafreepackofdiaperslikeonusandeverydaythat I sortoflivedthatmissionthroughthiscompany, I feelmoreandmoreexcited.
Thiotakeonmorebusinessopportunitiesand I don't wanttosaylessacting.
Butifthiswherewaswheremycareerendedactingwise, I think I'd beokaywithit.
I rememberearlyongettingfeedbackthat I wasn't enoughineithercategory.
Like I wouldgetfeedbackfromanauditionlike, Well, you'renotprettyenoughtoplayliketheprettygirl.