I havenoideahowtostart a videounless I'm smacking a bellandsayingTopofmorning.
Sotoptopofmourning, I guess.
Asyouhavenodoubtsurmised, We'recomingtowardstheendofthemonthand I haven't saidanythingabout a charitylifestreamyet.
Wedooneeverysinglemonth.
Atleast I tryto, butthismonth I willnotbeableto.
I amso, sosorrythat I'm notabletodoone.
I really, reallywantedto, butthismonth's justkindofgotawayfrommewaytooquicklyattheendofthelastone.
Ah, a lotofyoucouldprobablytellthat I justwasn't init.
I wasn't focused.
I wasn't inthezone.
I watchedneighbourslikepayattentionandwasn't abletokeeptheenergyupandkeepitgoingbecausetheytake a lotoutofyoutodotheseeverymonthonthatlastonethatwedid, I justwasn't reallyhappywith.
Sothismonth I wasalreadyfeelingit, that I justwasn't ready.
Itwasabout a weekaway, and I waslike, Oh, God, I don't have a pindesign.
I don't evenhave a charitypicked.
I don't haveanythingreadyondhe I I cametotheconclusionthat I justcan't do a streamthismonth.
But I justwon't beabletositdownanddo a streamwherewedrivetoitandsitherealldayandtryandraise.
They're 100 K thatwenormallydonorielcrazyreasonsastowhywecan.
I just I'm notpreparedondhe.
I justdon't havetheenergyforit.
Therewas a lotofstuffgoingonthismonthinpersonallife, thingsjustgoingbackandforththrough a lotofplacesanddoing a lotoflittletinylittleeventshereandthere.
Thatjustkindoftook a lotoutofme.
Andthen, likerightnow I'm sick.
Youprobablycan't hearit, butmythroatfeelslike I swallowedsandpaper.
It's justburningallthetime.
Sorecordingvideosingeneralisprovingquitedifficult, and I canmanageitifit's likeanhourat a time.
And I'm alsogoingtopackslike, nextweek I'm goingtopacksothat I'm stayingin L.
A forabout a month.
So I'm goingtoPaxnextweekandthenspending L.
A allafterthat.
So I havetoprepareforthataswell, eh?
Sothingsarejustkindofallovertheplace.
Sothat's thereasonwhy I can't sitdownanddoanactualstreamthismonthonSeriously, I amreally, reallysorrybecause I said I wasgonnatryanddooneeverymonth.
I really, really, reallywantedto, becauselastyearwedideightoutof 12.
Um, we'reontracktodoeverysingleoneofthemthisthisyearsofar, but I just I can't It's it's toomuch, butfearnot, becausewe'restilldoingthepinandwe'restilldoing a charityandwe'restilldoing a tilt.
If I pagesothisone's charitywe'redoingforthebestfriendssociety, thebestfriends, animalsociety, I shouldsay I wantedtodoananimalcharityandanimalwellbeingananimalwelfare.
CharneyWhat's theword I'm lookingfor?
I can't thinkofitonanimalcharitytotryandhelpanimalsbecauseit's somethingthat I docare a lotabout.
Andtheydothisthrough a lotofdifferentways, andtheyhave a fewmissionstatementsaswell, which I readoutherein a second.
Buttheydoitbytryingtostopthekillingofanimalsinshelters, becausesometimesifinanimalcan't find a homein a shelter.
Andthisiswhyit's veryimportanttobringinshelterpetsintoyourhomesinsteadofbuyingfrombreedersisbecausesometimeswhenpetsgetolderorthey'renotwantedorthey'rejustinsheltersfor a longtime, theyhavetobeputdown.
Um, aboutnearly 30,000 peoplevisiteachyeartomeettheanimals, andtheysay, Nowthere's about 1600 animalstryingtoturntheirlivesaroundinthissanctuary.
Sothat's that's already a greatstart.
Sowithourhelponourfundraising, wecanhopefullyput a littlebitof a dentinthatandputittowardssomeniceanimalwelfare.
We'renotdoing a hugecrazygoalthistimebecause I'm justnottheretositandtryanddrivetothedonationsallthetime.
Butthereis a tiltif I pageuptobedowninthedescription.
We'retryingtoraise $20,000 thistime, andit's gonnabeopenfor a while, soit's reallygonnabeopenfortheentirerestofAugust.
Soit's beenopen.
Thisidentifypageitselfhasonlybeenopennow, butthepinthatwe'redoingthismonthaswell, which I willputuponscreensomewherehere.
Thisisthepinwe'redoingthistimebecause a lotofreasonswhywe'redoingthisaswellisthatrecently, there's beensomesomestoriesaboutcreatorsandsomestoriesaboutinfluencersnottreatingtheirpets.
Theyhaveguns, numerouspinsinthepastand I'veseen a lotofthemandthereally, reallycoollivesinsomeeaglepins, andthey'vesoldthemforcharityanddifferentthingslikethat.
It's beenwonderful.
Sotheymadethispindesignand I lovethat a lot.
So I askedhimifwecoulduseitforthis.
Sothankyoutothemforlettingusdoit.
I loveit.
I thinkit's a greatpin.
Sopleasegodownintothedescriptionandclickthelinksaretryandpin a commentaswell.
If I rememberthejuiceout, pleaseletmeknowif I forgettodosobecause I sometimesforgetthingsandthenyoucanclickthoseandyougostraighttothedonationpagesandhelpout.
And I willalsoeverymonththatwedooneofthese.
I donate 10 k ofmyownmoneytowardsit, so I wanttokeepdoingthataswell.
So I willalsobehelpingoutwiththedonationgoal.
But I'm gonnaneedyouguysishelptotryandgettotherestofthewaytoo.
And I knowthere's been a lotoftalkrecentlyabouttheAmazonrainforestto, andthat's alsosomethingthat I caredeeplyaboutbecauselastmonthcharitystreamthatwedid, weraised $100,000 fortheenvironmentfortheEnvironmentalDefenseFund.
Um, I'vebeentryingtodooneofthosefor a whileaswell, so I relieve a Lincolndescriptionforyoutobeabletodonatetotherainforesttoifyou'refeelingevenextragenerousandyouwanttohelpoutwiththataswell.
Sotryingtoraisesomeawarenessforthat, too, becauseit's a bigdealrightnowand a lotofpeoplearetalkingaboutit.
I'm reallysorrythat I can't do a stream, butnextmonth, hopefullyinSeptember I'llbedoinganotheroneand I wehavetalksaboutwhatwe'redoingsofar, andifitgoesthrough, itwouldbereally, reallycool.
So I'm lookingforwardtothatone, and I'llmakesurethat I'llbringtheenergyforthat.