So I juststartedtoputup a fewdecorationsforChristmas, andithaschangedmymoodbefore.
I wasjustfeeling a littlebitlikeoverwhelmedandjustnotquiteinthespiritofthingsthisseason, andsoonas I startedputtingsomethingsout, I waslike, Yes, I'm inthismomentnow.
So I wantedtosharethatrealquick, andmaybeyoufindyourselfin a similarsituationwhereyoujustneedsomebodyouttheretobelieveinyouendtojustallowyourselftotakethejumpsinlifethatleadyoutothedreamsinyourlife.
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Thiofindmeaningfulfriendshipsaroundcenter, topicsthat I reallylikeandtheotherpeoplereallylike.
And I'm justsothankfulforyouguys.
I feelveryjustblessedtobe a partofcreatingcontentforyouguysandthenalsotohaveyourfriendshipinsupportbehindmeaswell.
Anysadday, I canjust, like, goonlineandspeakwithyouguys, anditcheersmeup.
Sotodothatfulltimeissomethingthat I wanttotryto.
D'oh!
So I'm hangingupmyhatonmycareeras a designer.
I'm nottakinganymoreclientworkfordesigns.
Thatchapterhasbeenwonderful, but I'm sohappynowtodosomethingthat I reallylovethatgivesmemorework.
Lifebalance.
Honestly, I justdid a videoonwhat I wouldtellmy 20 yearoldselfandlookingbackonallthattimesince I was 20 I wasjustthinking, I'veworkedeveryhourthat I wasawake.
Essentially, if I wasn't asleep, I wasworkingandthatwouldlooklike a 12 hourday, a 16 hourdaydoingalldifferentkindsofwork, includingworkhereonthischannel, which I loved.
Butalso I wouldworkretailjobs, moppingfloorsatnight.
I woulddoofficeworkliketherewasnothingthat I wouldsaynoto.
Therewasnoworkthat I feltlike I couldn't do.
I'm thankfulforwork.
I don't reallyviewworkas a badthing.
Asmuchasit's a tool.
It's a toolthatcouldbesogood.
Itcouldbesomethingthatyouoverworkandwearout.
So I'm justreadynowtohavemoreworklifebalancetoo.
Soif I canprioritizemoreofmyday, if I canbeinchargeofmyday, then I also I'm lookingforwardtosayingyestomorefamily, friends, events, activitiesbecausehonestly, I'vebeensayingnotoeverything, and I'm justreadytohave a littlebitofbreathingroom, too.
Butthere's somanylikedarkcornersthat I wantThiospruceupagainhereatdearly.
Bethany, whichincludesallofthelittlethings I startedbutdidn't havetimetomaintainpodcasts.
ClosetsalesinstagrammoreYouTubevideos.
There's justsomanythingslike, Honestly, I haven't done a podcastinmonths, andit's justsomething I'm achingtodoagain.
And I havesomeotherfutureideasthat I'm stilllookingforwardtoaswell.
Whichbringsmetothenextideathat I have.
And I'm notreallyreadytotellyoueverythingaboutitjustyet.
Esosubscribefollowingoninstagrambecauseifyou d'oh, I'm reallylookingforwardtothisas a waytosaythankyouguysforsupportingmethroughsomeextrasponsorships I'vehadtotakeforthistransitionaltimetobeabletosaveupandtakethatcliffdive.
I'm justreallythankfulforthesupportyouguyshavegivenme, so I'm givingbackin a waythat I willtellyousoon.
Butithastodowithbasicallyanytime I do a sponsorpost.
Fromnowon, I'm goingtobegivingbackin a smallway.
Yeah, staytunedformoreinfoonthat.
I justhadtosayThankyou, guys, becauseaddingextrasponsoredposts, nothavingenoughcontenttoreallybufferitAsmuchas I wouldliketodio, I justdidn't havethetimetopostpostpost.
So I wanttojustgivebackandsayThankyouguysforthesupport.