Whateveryourgenderis, youcancomedownandbasicallyspentthedaybeingdresseduplike a woman.
E.
I haveneverbeento a crossdressingserviceformylife.
When I wasgrowingupin a councilestate, youknow, I wastheoutcast.
E.
I don't think I'veeverhadtorevealtoherbrotherbefore.
Thisis a firstformeaswellas a firstforher.
Peopleseem a wideshouldersand a bighead, and I think I'm somekindoftickedoffguy.
Masculinethingsthatsayaboutmyselforjustmyappearance, reallyenjoy a beereveryonceinthewildupcyclingaswell, AlwaysgoodtogetoutonthebikeandexercisetoreLester.
Today I'm remeetingAnnaforthefirsttime.
Itgivesme a reallygoodsenseofanideaofwhatlookshewantstogofor.
Andifpeopleknowwhereyouare, I justfeltlike I wastheoutcast, like I diditbecauseyou'rethepeoplearoundyouJustsayingthatcrapaboutgaypeoplegettoseehimoranythinglikethat.
So, tome, I feltlike, youknow, I needtokeepitinside.
Don't letanyoneknow.
Youknow, youmightnotbegoinghome.
Lookbackinthatkidthesedays, and I thinktomyself, I'm sureifhesaw I amtodaybeBehappy.
Thatmakesmereallyhappy.
And I thinkyouwouldthinkyou'd beveryproudofyou.
ObviouslylikeSoyou'vegot, like, a lovingrelationshipwithyourmom.
Now, besttipis, ifyouimagineforthetopofyoureartothecornerofyourmouththat's thelineyouwantOurWhatwasyourbrother's reactionlikethatwhen I firstsawyoudressed?
Lookingback.
It's funny, butit's a bitnever a time.
Youfoundyoufound a portal.
Wow, ondhe, yougotangryaboutyoustartpunchingwallsandlikeyou, Butwhen I lookbackin a moment.
It's like I realizedhewasn't angrybecause I wasgay.
Hewasjustsayingyourgoods.
Yes, I hangaround a lotofhomophobiapeople, youknow, iftheyfoundoutwhatwaslike, youdon't knowwhat's gonnahappentome.
Oh, we'reprettymuchreadywithmakeup.
Andthenwecouldmoveon.
It'llgetyoualldressed.
Finishtheglam.
Howyoufeeling?
Youexcitedtoseeyourbigreveal?
I'm veryexcited.
Actually.
I'm soexcited.
I thinkmyfavoritethingaboutmyjobisbeingabletomakepeoplefeelreally, reallybeautifulandthenfinallygetthereactionoflookinginthemirrorandseeingthemselvessorewardingforMay.
Oh, youlookamazing.
Gorgeous.
Notthisdresses.
Well, I feellikefaceis a bitdifferent.
Yeah, it's lovely.
I don't Don't getmewrongthing, Isn't it?
Sometimeyouknowmyhusband, themayor.
Stunning.
Rightnowyou'refeelingyourself, aren't you?
Idealreaction.
JustHi.
Howyoudoing?
Bighook.
Andthennicetoseeyou.
A bitnervous.
I'veseen a littlebitsandbobsindressedup, butneverlikefullyfullThedeal.
Youknow, I mean, I don't think I'veeverhadrevealedtoherbrotherbefore.
Thisis a firstformeaswellasthefirst.
Okay.
Goodway.
DefinitelyLookgood.
Youfeelmorelikeconfident.
Yeah.
Yeah, yeah.
EspeciallyafterthisisWell, yougot a bitmoreaswell, butitwasgreatgettingconfidence.
Youstilllookjustlike a bitofmayStillseeyouinthere.
Stillfeelingeuphoricagainstthewaytheking, evenmoresothanbeforewhen I hadthemakeoverjustfeelfantasticsittingdownthefront, mybrotherlikethatJusttalkingtohim.
I feellikewehavereached a newlevel, youknow, relationshipwitheachothermakesmefeelwarmjusttoseehimsmile.