I'vejustbeenreallyluckytoplaypeoplethat I thinkareworthspendingtimewithandthataudienceshaveto.
I feellike I'm drawntoprojectswhereweareforcedtoseeeachotherandtoknowthateverybodyhasisontheirownhero's journeyandhas a storyworthtellinganddeservestobeatthecenterofatleasttheirownstory.
So I thinkshedidn't mindmedoingactingasanextracurricularactivity.
Butlateron, when I choseitas a career, shewasdevastated.
Itwasnotaneasydecisiontogotocollege, but I guess I kindofhavealwaysknownthatasmuchas I loveacting, it's nottheonlything I wanttodointheworld.
Andso I reallywantedToahave a liberalartsdegree.
I reallywantedThiogivemyselftheopportunitytolearnandgrowandstudyforseveralyearsbeforebecominganactor.
But I actuallyhad a verypivotalauditioninmycareerwhere I saidtomyagentsatthetime, If I getthisjob, then I willdefercollegeandif I don't getthisjob, then I'm gonnagotocollegeforfouryearsand I didn't getthejobcamedowntomeandoneotheractressanditwenttothatactressTandyNewton.
Itwas a verylowbudgetfilm, but I didn't knowwhathowfilmsweremade.
So, youknow, ourentiretransportdepartmentwasn't like a bunchofTeamstersandtrucks.
ItwaslikefourMetroCardsandsometimesmymomwoulddropusoffandallofthecastmembersandourvarioushomes, Butitwas a reallyspecialmovie.
Thedirector's JimMcKay, who I adore, and I learnedsomuchmakingthatmovietobeabletobein a film, playing a realgirlin a marchingbandinNewYork.
Itwaseveryday I feltlikeallofmydreamshadcometrue.
Andwhile I wasmakingthatmovie, I learnedaboutsavethelastdanceandreadthescriptandauditionedWhat's wrongwithhim?
Hedon't know.
Youcan.
I'm hisfather.
Heknowsme.
Whatshould I do?
Comearoundmoreoften, see I can't talktoyouand I can't dependonyouin a lotofways.
Mycharacter, shekneelandsavethelastdancewasinspiredby a lotoftherealkids I wasworkingwithinBrooklynfilmingoursongbecauseinordertofilmoursong, wehadtolearnalloftheroutinesandevenbeinparadesthatwereally.
I joined a marchingbandinBrooklyntomakethatmovie, but I wasvery, verycloseto a lotofthebandmembers.
I woundupnotbeingabletogotoSundanceforoursongbecausewewerefilming.
Sowhen I was a kid, I grewupintheBronx, inthesameneighborhoodasJenniferLopez.
Webothstudiedwithanincredibleteacher, wasreallylike a teachertome, but a mentortoher, LarryMaldonado, becameillandhadThionotcometoeclassforseveralweeks, andJennifersubstitutedbecauseshewasoneofthebiggirls.
So I alwaysbrag.
TheJenniferLovehastaughtmetodance.
Shewas, inmanyways, kindof a lighthousetomewasbeing a kidfromtheBronx.
I didn't comefrom a showbizfamily.
I didn't knowanybodywhohad a careerinthisbusiness, butknowingherandwatchingherusedto, like, finishmyhomeworkonSundaynightsthatitcouldseeherbeing a flygirloninlivingcolor.
So I thinkinsomewaystherewasalways a littlepartofmethatthoughtmaybeitwaspossiblebecauseJenniferdidit.
Sothereyougo.
Tandygetscreditformycollegedegree.
Jennifergetscreditforme, evengoingfor a careerinactingatall.
I'vehadseveralopportunitiesinmycareertoplaycharactersinspiredbyrealwomen, butDellaBeainRayCharleswas, theythink, thefirstwhere I gotto.
I droveouttoPalmSpringswithmyboyfriendatthetime, andwefoundherinthistinytownandspenthoursandhoursandhourswithher, andshewascrediblygenerous, andshereallyhelpedmetounderstandthecharacter.
ButRayWaasanextraordinaryexperience.
ItwasmyfirsttimeworkingwithJamie, who I adoreismymoviehusbandforever.
I learned a lotmakingthatmovie, anditwasthefirsttimeinmycareer.
Youknow, Savethelastdancewas a hugecommercialsuccess, anditwas a bitof a phenomenonandpopculture.
ButRaywasthefirsttimethat I waspartof a filmthatwassocriticallylauded.
Anditwasthefirsttime I everwenttotheGlobe's firsttimeeverwatchtheOscarsandknewthepeoplethatweretherewas a veryspecialtime, bigchangeinformeandmycareer.
RaypremieredattheTorontoFilmFestival, so I'llneverforgetbeingpartofit.
I didn't reallyunderstanduntilthatmomentinmycareerwhypeoplecalledit a campaign.
Butit's worked.
It's worktogoafterthoseawards, and I watchedJamiedoit.
Andthen I watcheditagainwithLastKingofScotlandwithForrestWhitaker, andatthatpoint I thought, Oh, I'm like a luckycharmlikeIfyouhiremetoplayyourwifedeadoralive, you'regonnawinanOscar.
Sothatwascool.
Here's theupside.
Youdon't lovehim.
No, you'llkillhimandnobody's betteratthatthanyouare.
Andthenit'llbeover.
I lovedworkingonMrMrsSmith.
I reallydid.
I thoughtitwassofun.
I reallylovedoingthestuntworkandlovedworkingwithAngelina.
Sheissosmart, andthatfilmwentthrough a lotofchangeswhileweweremakingthefilm.
DougLimanisjust a brilliantfilmmakerbutalsolikeconstantlyinventing a newperspective, newideas, newmaterial.
Soyouhavetobein a constantlyevolvingprocess.
I watchedAngelinanavigatethatsobrilliantlyandjustalwayshavetherightperspectiveaboutwhatwasrightforthenarrativeofthefilmandalsoinparticularforhercharacterwasfuntoclimb a mountainwithher.
Itwasfuntolearnhowtoclimbabout.
I mean, oneofthethings I loveaboutactingisthat I gettolearntodosomanynewthingsallthetime.
LikefromdancingandsavethelastdancetoshopliftingandliftThioJoining a bandThioriding a horseinDjangoLike I'm nowinlittlefireslearningtobe a photographerlike I getThiogrowmyownskillsetbyhavingtostepintotheshoesofanotherperson.
Ifyoudon't dosomethingnow, I'm goingtohavetofind a placetocome.
I'm goingtogetitdoneinoneofthevillages.
Isthatwhatyouwant?
No, youdon't.
Whatdidyoudo?
Youdon't dothat.
Thatwasoneofthefirstproject.
I didn't auditionforforestsand I actuallydecidedtoworkwiththesameaccentcoachsothatwewereapproachingtheaccentfromthesameperspective, thesametactics.
Andthenwhen I gottoUganda, I basicallyonLeespokeintheaccentallthetime, andmygoalwastojusttrytohaveitbeinvisibletothepeoplearoundmeand I spent a lotoftimehangingoutwiththewomen.
Hewasworkingsohard, and I remember a fewoftheactorsand I WekidnappedJamestotakehimon a onedaysafariwhileweweretherebecausehewasn't takingadvantageofthismagicalexperienceyouwerehavinglivinginAfricaandhehad a blast.
I haveimmenserespectforhimandadmirationforhistalentandhisworkethic, and I thinkhecoulddoanything.
Howmanytimesdo I needtotellyouthatyou'remorethanthat?
Youwantmeonme?
Untilthen, wearedone.
Scandaldidnotcometome.
ScandalWaas a CZhusbandtalkedabout a lot.
Therehadnotbeen a blackwomanastheleadof a networkdramainalmost 40 years.
EveryblackactressandHollywoodwantedtobeOliviaBoat, andwhen I readit, I I lovedthescriptsomuchand I feltlikeitwasmine.
Butunfortunately I knewabout 10 othergirlsthatfeltthesameway.
Itwasprettyextensive.
Auditionprocess.
I think.
I firstmetwithShondaandBetsy, herproducingpartner, and I rememberactuallySeanwassaying, Areyouupfortelevision?
Becauseyouhavethisreallygreatfilmcareerandifthisis a hit, wecouldbeforallintentsandpurposes, marriedforsevenyearsinmyhead, I waslike, That's nothappening.
Whataretheoddsofthat?
I lovedShondaand I lovedthescript, and I lovedtheworldoftheshow.
I loveJudySmith, whowastheinspirationforOliviaPope, whowasthencalledOliviaPriceandtheoriginaldraft.
I foughtforit.
Remember I bought a suitformyaudition.
I didnothavetheincometogooutandbuymyself a suit, But I did.
I thinkitLoman's inNewYork.
Asanathletewouldsay.
I leftitalloutonthefieldinmyaudition.
I knew I did, but I stilldon't knowifitwasmine.
Andthenwhenitwaas, I feltreally, reallyblessed.
And I never, everthoughtthatitwouldbetheculturalphenomenonthatitbecameneverinmywildestdreams.
I knewthat I hadneverbeennumberoneonthecallsheetbefore, andsothatthiswastheopportunityof a lifetime.
And I hadworkedwithsomeofthebestnumberonesinthebusiness, fromForesttoJamieThio, MegRyanandJuliaStiles.
I mean, reallygreat, incredible, inspiringnumberones, and I wantedThiobethatkindofnumberone.
But I alsoknewthatif I didn't giveitmyallanddothembestwork I wascapableofthereweren't gonnaputanotherblackwomaninthenumberoneruleon a TVdramaForanother 40 years.
I reallyfeltlikeitwasmyjobtodomybestwork, and I didn't knowiftheworldwasreadyforitbecauseeverybodywastellingusthatitwas a risk.
Put a blackwomanas a leadof a networkdrama.
I didn't knowifanybodywouldtuneintowatch, but I knewitdidn't matter, eveniftheonlyfoureyeballswatchingwheremyparentswehadtomakethebestpossibleshowformyparentssothatiftheworldwasn't ready, atleastwewereproudofwhatwemade.
YoushouldcomebacktoBroadwayand I hadn't had a chancetodoBroadwaysincescandalstarted.
Wedidn't Ourhiatusesweren't longenough, I thought, Noway, liketheonlything I wanttodowhenscandalendsistake a naplikeyouwanttogodothehardestversionofactingthereis.
Thisisridiculous.
Butyes, sendmewhateveryouwant, Geoffrey.
Sendmewhateveryouwant.
OneofthethingsthathesentmewasAmericanson, and I knewthatKennyLeonwasattachedtodirectand I endure.
Kennyand I trusthimas a theaterdirector, and I readthescriptandandwasblownaway, and I couldnotimaginenotdoingit.
I jumpedontotheprojectasanactorandas a producer, andwe'vebroughttheproductiontoBroadway.
Andbeforepreviewsevenbeganfortheplay, I wasalreadyintalkswithvariousplatformsandnetworksandstudiosaboutpossiblytransformingtheplayforthescreen, andwehavebeenluckyandafterpartnerwithNetflixwhoreallyunderstoodfromtheverybeginningtheimportanceoftheproductionanditsvalueglobally, thattheseareissuesthat a presidentallovertheworldand a storythatdeservestobetoldallovertheworld.
We'rereallyexcitedtobetakingthisreallyspecialplaythathad a tremendousimpactonaudiencesinNewYorkbutcouldonlybeperformedto 900 peopleat a time.
OneofthethingsthatKendrataughtmeasanactorwashowtodrawthelinebetweenmyselfandthecharacterbecausetherewasnowaythat I couldbeKendra 24 hours a dayand I alwaystakemycharacter's homewithme a littlebit.
When I standinthecenterof a storyand I saylikethisisaboutmeandmyjourneythatissomewhatof a politicalact, I guess I'm proudtohavebeenabletodoprojectsthathaveallowedmetobuildfullhumanityaroundthecharacters, evenif I'm in a supportingroleonSavetheLastStands.
I knewthatitwasmyjobsothatyoudon't thinkofblackteenmomsinChicagoasstatisticsanymore.
Butyouthinkofthemaspeople, and I guessforthefuture I justwanttokeepdoingthatformyselfandforotheractorsandotherwritersandotherproducersanddirectors.