Should I do?

Vlog?

Miss, That's the big question of today.

If I did love, miss, I'm not gonna do the whole thing just like a little bit because my parents are coming in two weeks now.

And I have so much to organize before then.

If I do vlog miss than the quality of these videos will go down.

But through that, I'll probably discover a lot about myself and about filmmaking.

That sounds really policy, but I mean video making.

It's really gonna go on for a week and probably be vlog ms seven days, if I can.

I don't know.

I don't even know if I'm gonna post this yet.

I got a haircut.

Do you like it?

That's what I did today.

So I thought, You know, it's good that I can show some people my head cup because I don't really see money like any people today, But yeah, look at that French.

It's all shiny and nice.

Yeah, I was wearing good makeup, but I rubbed it off because I ate some rice, Some rice with the tons of rice I e.

I want to talk about I don't know how honest to be in these.

I would love to be a fly.

I don't know if you saw that flight just went almost into the lens flies in here because I missed a week of trash.

I miss Miss Trash Day.

So just piling up, Yeah, we just talk about my bad habits.

I just have so many things I want to tell you guys, but I don't want people that I like.

The things that I want to say are about people, and I don't want those people to watch, is he?

It's nothing shady, no shade, no show.

You just think throne.

It's just I just want to talk to you guys as if we're having coffee together.

But But we're all having coffee together, all thousands of us.

It's a bit difficult.

How can I simple by this?

I'm a very sensitive person.

My heart gets full and empty very easily, and it really hurts.

Sometimes unusually.

It's a blessing because that means if I, like someone, will earn my friend.

Usually it just I feel so intensely for them, and it's just this wonderful feeling, and I just It's just a bomb.

But like It could also suck because it's not like the other person ever does anything wrong.

Sometimes it is that they do something wrong.

But I could just read into the smallest things and it's like my heart just I don't know.

I shouldn't talk about this stuff online, but But I don't know my brain.

I'm sure some other ghost is, but it's like if I like someone and if anybody's watching this, if I've ever said that, I like you or if that has ever come out, Uh, just ignore this because I'm just having a conversation.

This only happens with some people, but a lot of the time I stopped missing you a lot of time.

I would like someone.

And if I get any kind of hint back that they like me, my brain was just group and it will be like, Okay, let's let's keep going with this.

Let's let's focus on solely this forever and so every day, like, of course, when when something good happens in that kind of relationship area, I'll feel so fulfilled and so happy and I just want to jump and scream and it's like I I'm warm.

I'm happy But if if something doesn't go exactly how my brain thinks it should go, I just My body just gives up.

I'm filled with this complete sadness.

It sounds like poetic in Hsin a lot as well.

No, let's wear and blood, miss.

It's a good start to look miss, isn't it?

It's great.

Stop Christmas spirit, everyone, you, the summary.

I like a guy Argo, And then my brain will be like, Okay, let's focus on that.

Then the build.

It'll build it all up until it's this super important thing in my brain.

And then if anything small happens, even if I create that in my head, Finn, it's the worst thing in the world.

And then I get really sad and that I build it up in the night, get over it, trying to do anyway.

Moral of the story.

There was nowhere for that story to go.

Story went nowhere.

How are we really doing along with?

I don't think I want to post.

This is just me talking about stupid stuff that I haven't even figured out yet.

I wish I wish no one I knew you might you choose, but I could really like the I feel so stale and uncreative Untalented like a piece of piece of look at me pounds wishy insisting to everyone No one likes me because I'm What color am I?

I'm Brown.

Yes, Just a candle in the background.

Don't be Don't be that you like So these arms Yeah.

If it is old, miss will just be for a week.

Props.

Oh, so just be needing chocolate chips, dairy free chocolate chips.

And they're delicious, leaving the compass below headlock minutes.

Yo, nay, for a week.

If you get sad easily, let me know.

If you don't get sad easily, let me know.

I guess so easily.

But also, you have easily.

It's a big range of emotions in this tiny little put work metal, cold, heated piece of work that's in my chest.

And I love it.

I love being sensitive, but it will say sucks.

About 99 9999%.

Awesome.

Okay, I'm gonna call her.

All right, Um, talk to you tomorrow.

If I'm doing book this, let me know.

Okay.

Huh?

I'm going.

I'm not gonna have the whole intro outright thing.

I think I'm just gonna leave this as just these little piggy eyes.

Okay, bye.

It feels wrong.

You know, I hang up the phone, okay?

Don't you guys store?

Right?

Uh, we'll be doing tomorrow.

I'll go.

He's actually to do stuff.

Right?

See you tomorrow, maybe.