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Hey I'm Julia, and I've been wanting to redo my speech that I "attempted" to do before graduating high school.
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And I actually have my paper that I had that day, so here it is:
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Hi. I just wanted to thank you all because
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I think everyone supported me in some way for me to get to this point.
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I've had something called Selective Mutism since I was in kindergarten.
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This prevented me from talking at school, or anywhere in pubic because of anxiety.
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I used to not be able to ask for help, order my own food, or even wave back to people.
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I thought that the least I could do was to smile back to your greetings.
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I got better every year with a lot of help from people around me.
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I've gotten more and more comfortable at school, and around people, even in public areas.
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I was able to have a conversation with a stranger in the bullet train,
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order my own food without any help, and most importantly, talk in front of everyone today.
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Since I got into college, I've been talking to more people,
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and I've been talking to my teachers... when I have to,
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and I think I'm getting even better, and I've been making more friends and talking to them.
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When I go to public places and when people ask me something,
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I can reply with my own voice... (Who else's voice could I use?!)
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or ...
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I've been also talking to people on the phone, which I never really done before...
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because it was still hard for me to talk when they're not in front of me.
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Making eye contact while I'm talking is hard for me still
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because ANXIETY.
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This video wasn't anything for you guys to feel pity for
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I just wanted to do this because this is what I wanted to do for a long time.
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And I hope you guys liked it and if you have any more questions or anything at all,
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I can either make a video again or you can message me.
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Thank you!