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  • So here's my new tattoo

    這是我的新紋身

  • I started this back in November

    我在11月開始做這個

  • And I did roughly two to three sessions per month because my tattoo artist is pretty popular and busy

    我每個月大概做兩到三個療程,因為我的紋身師很受歡迎,也很忙。

  • And end of March I was finally able to finish it so now I could share the meaning of it with you

    三月底,我終於能夠完成它,所以現在我可以與你分享它的意義。

  • It's not so much a collection of different pieces as

    與其說它是不同作品的集合,不如說它是...

  • Much as it's a story that I want to keep with me and never forget. Now just before warn before

    就像我想把這個故事留在我身邊,永遠不會忘記一樣。現在就在警告之前

  • Continuing with this movie. This is not going to be a super-fun video

    繼續說說這部電影。這不會是一個超級有趣的視頻。

  • I'm going to be dipping into some of the darker parts of my past so if you're not in a great place right now

    我將涉足我過去的一些黑暗部分 所以如果你現在不在一個偉大的地方。

  • I wouldn't recommend watching it

    我不建議看

  • There is a happy ending to it in the end, but the journey there was a little bit painful, so just be forewarned

    最後還是有一個大團圓的結局,但是這一路走來,還是有點痛苦的,所以還是先聲明一下吧。

  • Here we go. So let's start with my first tattoo that I got when I was 18 it's on this arm right here

    我們開始吧所以,讓我們開始與我的第一個紋身 我得到了當我18歲 它在這個手臂上就在這裡。

  • It's of space and it's suns and moons and planets

    它是空間的,它的太陽,月亮和行星。

  • And meteors and life and color and vibrancy. And I find that a lot of the space tattoos that I've seen on other people are

    還有流星、生命、色彩和活力。我發現很多我在別人身上看到的空間紋身 And I find that a lot of the space tattoos that I've seen on other people are

  • very bright and optimistic. You see space as teeming with

    非常明亮和樂觀。你認為空間充滿了

  • opportunity and full of life and wonder and awe.

    機會和充滿生命力的奇蹟和敬畏。

  • But space isn't really like that. Space is

    但空間其實不是這樣的。空間是

  • mostly space.

    主要是空間。

  • It's empty, and boundless, and bare and inhospitable and

    它是空的,無邊無際的,光禿禿的,荒涼的,也是。

  • really dark and cold and shitty. And that's where this tattoo starts.

    真正的黑暗和寒冷和低劣的。這就是這個紋身的開始。

  • I went through a really rough period of my life in university it was really rough.

    我在大學裡經歷了一段非常艱難的生活它真的很粗糙。

  • I was once very hopeful. I was inspired

    我曾經很有希望。我受到鼓舞

  • I was teeming with optimism at what the world and what the universe had out there for me.

    我對這個世界和宇宙為我準備的東西充滿了樂觀。

  • But I couldn't find anything. I couldn't find a purpose I was

    但我找不到任何東西。我找不到我的目標

  • profoundly

    深刻

  • and

  • disturbingly

    令人不安的

  • alone and introverted.

    孤獨而內向。

  • I didn't have a single friend or

    我沒有一個朋友或

  • anybody I could really talk to about anything. But I I saw it all around me

    任何人,我真的可以談任何事情。但我... ...我看到了我周圍的一切

  • I saw people talking to each other going out with each other. Groups of people.

    我看到人們互相交談,互相交往。一群人。

  • But I wasn't part of any of that and I was

    但我不是其中的一員,我是...

  • abysmally depressed and I could look out there, and I could see glimmers of hope and possibility

    極度沮喪,我可以看到那裡, 我可以看到希望和可能性的曙光

  • but all of its was out of my reach and what I was left with was bleak.

    但其所有的一切都讓我望塵莫及,留給我的是淒涼。

  • I didn't have anyone I could talk to so I would spend my midnights, almost every midnight,

    我沒有可以傾訴的人,所以我會度過我的午夜,幾乎每個午夜。

  • just talking to the sky and

    仰天長嘯

  • memorizing poetry. I would memorize Shelley and Wordsworth and Milton and

    背誦詩歌。我會背雪萊、華茲華斯、彌爾頓,還有。

  • Shakespeare. And I would try to find words I could better understand myself or the the human spirit or

    莎士比亞我會嘗試著去尋找能更好地理解我自己的文字 或者是人類的精神或者是:

  • understand something that could make me feel better about why I'm

    明白了一些事情,可以讓我感覺更好的為什麼我是。

  • here, and why I'm so alone.

    在這裡,為什麼我是如此孤獨。

  • But I

    但我...

  • couldn't really find any answers. And on my talks with the sky,

    實在找不到任何答案。而在我與天空的會談中。

  • I would just look at the stars, and I would feel so much more alone and so much more empty. And

    我只是看著星星,就會覺得自己多了很多孤獨,多了很多空虛。而

  • that's where this tattoo

    紋在這裡

  • begins. I

    開始。I

  • Remember the very last talk I had with the sky, and I remember telling it that were through.

    記得我和天空最後一次談話,我記得告訴它,都是通過。

  • However this universe was made I

    無論這個宇宙是如何形成的,我

  • didn't find a purpose in it. I didn't find any joy in it.

    沒有找到一個目的。我在其中沒有找到任何樂趣。

  • I only found myself being very unhappy in it. So I

    我只發現自己在裡面很不開心。所以我

  • decided that I wanted out and I made up my mind that night

    我決定要退出,當晚就下定了決心

  • to make a decision that can't be unmade.

    以做出不能不做的決定。

  • Told you this was going to be a shitty video. So that night that I had my last conversation with the sky

    告訴你這將是一個低劣的視頻。所以,那天晚上,我有我的最後一次談話與天空。

  • was a very big change in my life because

    是我生命中一個非常大的變化,因為

  • I'm not sure if somebody heard it

    不知道有沒有人聽到

  • but something happened. And this is where things are gonna get slightly more nerdy for a bit.

    但發生了一些事情。這就是事情會變得稍微有點書呆子的地方。

  • Simulation theory is

    仿真理論是

  • Something that I engage with. If you're as old as I am think about how much

    我參與的事情。如果你和我一樣老,想一想有多少人

  • videogames have changed in our lives. I went from

    電子遊戲改變了我們的生活。我從

  • pac-man

    太空人

  • To Skyrim. Computers have grown so much

    到天際。計算機已經成長了很多

  • stronger over the past couple of decades and programming has followed suit. How much longer will it be until a computer is strong enough to

    在過去的幾十年裡,計算機的性能越來越強,而編程也緊隨其後。還要多久,計算機才會強大到足以

  • simulate human consciousness. Maybe even simulate a universe and once it happens,

    模擬人類的意識。甚至可能模擬一個宇宙,一旦發生。

  • how will anybody within the simulation be able to tell if it's a simulation or not. So that talk that I had with the sky,

    仿真內的人怎麼會知道這是不是一個仿真。所以,我和天空的那次談話。

  • somebody listened. Whoever was play the game knew that I was about to stop playing the game altogether and

    有人聽了。不管是誰在玩遊戲,都知道我快要停止玩遊戲了。

  • so they added a line of code. And that's this line of code right here. It's binary.

    所以他們加了一行代碼就是這一行代碼。是二進制的

  • If you know a little bit about computer languages then binary is just about as basic as it gets.

    如果你對計算機語言有一點了解,那麼二進制就是最基本的了。

  • It's just zeros and ones; zero represents off

    這只是0和1,0代表的是關。

  • one represents on. And I felt that my life was all zeros.

    一個代表上。而我覺得我的生活都是零。

  • I felt that I was all off.

    我覺得我都不在了。

  • But this line right here.

    但這條線就在這裡。

  • Changed the program of my life. And if you can't read binary, I'm gonna read it for you.

    改變了我的生活程序如果你不懂二進制,我就給你讀。

  • It's M-A

    是M-A

  • R-T-I-N-A

    R-T-I-N-A

  • Martina became a big part of my life as soon as I had that talk with the sky.

    瑪蒂娜成為我生命中重要的一部分,只要我和天空有了那次談話。

  • It's a great line of code might I add. Possibly the best line of code ever.

    我想說的是,這是一行很棒的代碼。可能是有史以來最好的一行代碼。

  • I married that line of code,

    我娶了那行代碼。

  • and I'll stay with that line of code as

    我就用這行代碼作為

  • long as I possibly can because it rocks. On this part of my tattoo, I have a lot of waves.

    只要我可能,因為它的岩石。在我紋身的這部分,我有很多波浪。

  • Tidal waves.

    浪潮。

  • I haven't really told a lot of people this but every month or two months is so I have this recurring dream of

    我並沒有跟很多人說過,但每個月或兩個月都會有這樣的夢,我經常夢見

  • tidal waves that I'm running away from as it destroys and wipes away

    我正在逃避的潮汐,因為它摧毀和抹去了。

  • everything in my life.

    我生命中的一切。

  • My neighborhood and my house and everything like that. And this is where the tattoo makes a very big change.

    我的鄰居和我的房子以及類似的一切。而這就是紋身帶來的非常大的改變。

  • Martina and I have nicknames for each other. We call each other duckies so here we are, two duckies.

    瑪蒂娜和我有彼此的暱稱。我們互相叫對方小鴨子,所以我們在這裡,兩個小鴨子。

  • She's the pretty one with all the color, and she's holding the umbrella above me, protecting me from all the shit

    她是那個漂亮的,有著各種顏色的人,她在我頭上撐著傘,保護著我,不讓我受到傷害。

  • that's above it.

    那是在它上面。

  • And we're floating calmly on very still waters together.

    我們一起平靜地漂浮在很靜的水面上。

  • Oh, if that last part of the video was difficult to talk about so is this.

    哦,如果說視頻的最後一部分很難說,那麼這個也是。

  • Okay, I don't know if you could see it as much as I can. You, you definitely can't see it as much as I can

    好吧,我不知道你能不能像我一樣看到。你,你肯定不能看到它像我一樣可以

  • but Martina has

    但瑪蒂娜已經

  • just the most beautiful soul in her that I've

    只是最美麗的靈魂在她身上,我已經

  • ever come across.

    遇到過的。

  • She's dealing with so much pain, more pain than

    她要面對的是如此之多的痛苦,比起...

  • anyone I've ever met and she's still so vibrant and

    我所見過的任何一個人,她仍然是如此充滿活力和。

  • so

    所以

  • inspiring and it's

    鼓舞人心,而且

  • because of her that I have color in my life.

    因為她,我的生活才有了色彩。

  • It's

    這是...

  • her color that

    她的顏色

  • grows out of her and grows into my hand and lets me do something with my life that I feel

    從她身上長出來,長在我的手裡,讓我用我的生命做一些我覺得

  • happy about, that I feel is worth it. I feel creative.

    快樂,我覺得是值得的。我覺得有創意。

  • I feel like I can make something in this world and I can make something of myself

    我覺得我可以在這個世界上有所成就,我也可以成就我自己

  • because of her.

    因為她的緣故。

  • I really like the watercolors in this. It really reminds me of

    我真的很喜歡這裡面的水彩畫。這真的讓我想起了

  • one of my favorite pictures that I have of Martina in our time in Chicago.

    我最喜歡的一張照片,我有 瑪蒂娜在我們在芝加哥的時間。

  • It's a really pretty picture. So that's my story. I can't ever forget that and sometimes

    這是一幅非常漂亮的畫面。所以這就是我的故事。我永遠無法忘記,有時

  • I do. Sometimes I get overwhelmed and then I remember

    我是這麼想的有時候,我得到了壓倒性的,然後我記得

  • what I'm living my life for. Who I'm living my life for. And then I can get back to it.

    我的生活是為了什麼我的生活是為了誰然後我就可以回去了。

  • From my point of view, the way that I look down at this. I could see

    據我的觀點,我往下看的方式。我可以看到

  • everything that I came from and I could see where I am today. I chose to get this tattoo for

    的一切,我從,我可以看到我今天的位置。我選擇這個紋身是為了

  • another reason as well because

    也是由於

  • Martina, as some of you may know, lives in chronic pain.

    瑪蒂娜,你們中的一些人可能知道,生活在慢性疼痛中。

  • Just every second of every day is

    只是每一天的每一秒鐘都是

  • relentless pain for her. And she'll hide it on camera, and she'll hide it in front of others

    對她來說是無情的痛苦。她會把它藏在鏡頭裡,她會把它藏在別人面前。

  • and she'll hide it in front of me.

    她會在我面前藏起來。

  • But she's suffering and I know she is. If she's sitting or standing or laying down,

    但她很痛苦,我知道她很痛苦。如果她是坐著、站著或躺著。

  • she could never actually be comfortable. So I wanted to

    她永遠不可能真正舒適。所以我想

  • put myself through something similar because, for those of you that have tattoos,

    把自己通過類似的東西,因為, 對於那些你有紋身,

  • you know that they're not fun to get. They hurt like hell. This wrist part was

    你知道,他們是不好玩的。它們疼得要命這個手腕部分是

  • insane. The armpit area.

    瘋瘋癲癲的。腋窩部位。

  • Sweet hell, But I put myself through this pain, through many hours of it,

    但我讓自己經歷了這種痛苦,經歷了很多小時的痛苦

  • so I could try to put myself in Martina's shoes for a bit.

    這樣我就可以試著把自己放在瑪蒂娜的位置上了

  • I tried to focus when I was going through this pain.

    當我經歷這種痛苦時,我試著集中注意力。

  • I was trying to be decent when I was going through this pain. I tried to carry on a conversation

    當我經歷這種痛苦的時候,我是想做個體面的人。我試著進行對話

  • with the tattoo artist. It was a stupid conversation

    與紋身師。這是一個愚蠢的對話

  • I had mostly about how much pain I was in but I hope that through going through this,

    我主要是有關於我有多痛苦,但我希望通過經歷這些。

  • I could empathize a little bit more with Martina.

    我可以和瑪蒂娜多一點共鳴。

  • Ooo, this is the part that is gonna be tough for me to say. Our previous parts were tough, this is a tough part.

    哦,這部分對我來說是很難說的。我們之前的部分是艱難的,這是一個艱難的部分。

  • Okay, here we go

    好了,我們開始吧

  • Whoo. The last reason that I got this tattoo wasn't just for me to remember,

    喔最後一個原因,我得到這個紋身 不只是為了讓我記住。

  • but for Martina to remember. Because

    但要讓瑪蒂娜記住。因為

  • she's a lot sicker now than she was when we first got married and

    她現在比我們剛結婚時病得更重了,而且

  • sometimes when she's

    有時,當她

  • not doing well,

    做得不好。

  • she feels very guilty

    她感到很內疚

  • and she..

    而她...

  • She apologizes...

    她道歉...

  • For being so sick. For, oh boy.

    因為我病得很重因為,哦,男孩。

  • She sometimes feels that she tricked me into marrying her.

    她有時覺得是她騙我娶了她。

  • I want her to see this tattoo and to remember..

    我想讓她看到這個紋身,記住... ...

  • That she didn't trick me. That she

    她沒有騙我那就是她

  • saved me. And I need her to remember how much she's done for me.

    救了我。我需要她記住她為我做了多少事。

  • I owe her my life, and I'm gonna spend the rest of my life trying to pay her back.

    我欠她一輩子,我要用我的餘生來償還她。

  • Guess that's it. There's that video. I didn't want to cry this much. I didn't want to be this kind of video.

    我猜就是這樣。有那個視頻。我不想哭這麼多。我不想成為這樣的視頻。

  • So I hope that she doesn't feel guilty when she sees this tattoo.

    所以我希望她看到這個紋身的時候,不要感到內疚。

  • You can't cry yourself. Nooo! (Martina: I can't come hug you cause I'm wearing pajibers and I don't have a bra on)

    你不能自己哭。不!(瑪蒂娜:我不能來擁抱你,因為我穿著睡衣,我沒有穿胸罩)。

  • Point is.

    重點是:

  • I don't ever want her to feel guilty for being sick around me, but she's definitely gonna find

    我不想讓她因為在我身邊生病而感到內疚 但她一定會發現的

  • another way to feel guilty But don't worry everyone.

    另一種感到內疚的方式 但大家不要擔心。

  • I still have three more limbs that I could tattoo on.

    我還有三條肢體可以紋在上面。

  • Actually. (Martina: Sailor Moon Duck it is)

    其實。(瑪蒂娜:水手月鴨是)

  • I think it's more like four limbs. (Martina: DUCKIE)

    我認為它更像是四肢。(Martina: DUCKIE)

  • Because let's admit it, It is pretty huge. Hold on, I gotta blow it right now

    因為讓我們承認,它是相當大的。等一下,我現在要吹它

  • I was talking about my nose. Of course. Why? What were you thinking?

    我說的是我的鼻子當然了怎麼了? - 你在想什麼?你在想什麼?

  • Get your mind out of the gutter.

    把你的思想從陰溝里弄出來。

  • Okay, so that's it for this super happy video.

    好了,這段超級開心的視頻就到這裡了。

  • Wasn't that great to watch? I'm so glad that I shared this.

    是不是很好看?我很高興我分享了這個。

  • If you want to learn more about tattoos in Japan, we did another video about that. No sobbing,

    如果你想了解更多關於日本的紋身,我們又做了一個視頻。沒有泣不成聲。

  • no crying in that one. Super lighthearted video.

    沒有哭的那一個。超級輕鬆的視頻。

  • So click on the link here if you want to learn about tattoo culture in Japan. (Martina: Hey duckie) I'm a wreck. Yes my love. (Martina: Let me just say something important, okay?)

    所以如果你想了解日本的紋身文化,請點擊這裡的鏈接。(Martina: Hey duckie)我是個廢人。是的,我的愛。(Martina: 讓我說一些重要的事情,好嗎?)

  • (Martina: Getting a tattoo done that had meaning is wonderful, and you sharing with people was really hard)

    (瑪蒂娜:做一個有意義的紋身是很美好的,你和大家分享真的很辛苦)

  • (Martina: You know? You're always captain, mister tough. You know. Oh I lost this challenge,)

    (瑪蒂娜:你知道嗎?你永遠是隊長,強硬的先生。你知道嗎?哦,我失去了這個挑戰,)。)

  • (Martina: I want these cookies, but I know you're a big softie.) I want to cry every time I lose in cookie battles.

    (Martina:我想要這些餅乾,但我知道你是個大軟蛋。)每次在餅乾大戰中輸了,我都想哭。

  • (Martina: I know you do.)

    (瑪蒂娜:我知道你會的)

  • Okay. That's it.

    好了,就這樣吧就這樣吧

  • I'm sweating. From the eyes. And the nose. And the pits. Thanks for watching.

    我出汗了。從眼睛裡。還有鼻子和坑。謝謝你看我的節目

So here's my new tattoo

這是我的新紋身

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